| his name is jacobbbb, and he's really really tall and has curly black hair and he's a cutie like OMFG NO WAY i didn't know anyone that cute would ever like me and he's like YEP I LOVE YOU and i'm like NO FUCKIN WAY and he's like WAY and i'm like OH MY GOD FUCK ME! and he's like SURE PUT THE CONDOM ON ME and then we're like ::bangin':: and this soft white pig walks in and jakey's like MAX GET OUTTA HERE and max leaves and we're like LULULULUL and then he cums and then we cuddle and i'm the happiest girl in the world because his arms are so safe and he makes me so happy and that's all i know.
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| I love you. You are not my first love-- but this is of no consequence. The past has no effect on this, this happiness I feel with you. When you hold me. When I kiss your tummy and you kiss my nose. I don't like using the word "perfection", but it's the only one that comes to mind.
Please believe me when I say that you are gorgeous.
I am grateful for you. I am grateful in so many ways.
Have a nice day. And feel better, love. :]
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| I was thinking of apologizing for not posting in almost a year, then I remembered; -I don't care -no one reads this -xanga itself has no thoughts or feelings. So really, no one gives a shit. And this is where I leave you, Harry Potter.
Not really. But since I'm typing, I'll write about how life has changed since last summer.
Well, I started going out with Kevin. It was quite marvelous while it lasted-- until the last month, December. Then our love, like, died. We went out for four and a half months, and were pretty much together for about six. Longest relationship, but that's gonna change in three months. Because I'm going out with Jacob and we will last. I find this quite likely, as his last relationship (which was his first relationship) lasted eleven months. Which is a damn long time considering it started when Darian was in eighth grade, and he was a freshman.
Allow me to mention my frustration while typing: I am forcing myself to type in the home keys position. It sucks. Anyway. And so now I am with Jacob, which is ironic since I swore in July I would never ever like him or do anything sexual with him. Time can make fools of all of us. I am quite glad I am with him as compared to with Kevin, as Jacob is normal person who reacts to things like a normal person without unnecessary intensity. And we go together quite well sexually.
Now I feel I must update my Xanga layout. It needs updating, and if I spruce it up I may be more motivated to write in it.
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